My name is Happy 哈比 ハッピー ♥

I am named after the blue magical cat in the manga, Fairy Tail ♥

I am adopted on 17 April 2011 from SSPCA at two and a half months old ♥

My favourite toy is Lil Cherry. It is just my favourite lil ball ♥

My favourite thing to do as a kitty is meow meow meow ♥

Oh my god, my blog is dead!

Spent my midterm break in HK and Penang. It was tiring but happy And now I have to get back to my assignments and tests! WOO!

Well, sometimes I think it’s hard to believe that I actually did my assignments during my trip. Sounds not bad huh?

Sometimes, life is just lacking of some crazy excitements. Now you know what makes me decided to pay a surprise visit to Hong Kong.

It’s because of life

and it’s because of love

Still, my beloved wonderful man.

I spent about half an hour time in the bookstore while waiting for the movie to start.

A bad habit of mine – get new books before I finish reading those I place beside my bed.

I spotted this book in purple, pulled it out and starred at the title for awhile.

A list of things to do with mum ran through my brain.

• Share the songs that stuck inside my head with her and sing together
• Show her the scars and mosquito bites I got when visit to the site
• Play card games
• Let’s have our karaoke session!
• Walk Doudou at the park
• Catch a romance movie
• Traveling around
• Badminton
• Swim
• Share my drawings with her
• Try out new recipes together
• Enjoy sea wind together
• Play guitar together
• Share the sweet romance moments we had with each other
• Alcohol session!
• Enjoy good food and get fat together
• Talk about life
• Parasailing!
• Learn Taekwondo together
• Star watching
• Scream together
• Hello Kitty products hunting!
• Wall painting
• Shop around and buy something for our men
• Picnic at the beach
• Go for a facial treatment
• Buy perfumes and we share them
• Laugh at the stupid drama together
• Share our wildest dreams with each other
• Plant some plants and watch them grow
• Ride on a roller coaster
• Snorkeling
• Spam each other’s Facebook page
• Do make up for each other
• Attend Japanese language class
• Enjoy foot and body massage together
• Get a same hairstyle
• Design our own Tshirts
• Figure out a new gadget together
• Take bath together
• New year countdown at Taipei 101
• ..
• …
• ….
• ……

人啊，想念的事情太多。

想念着某个人

某个你喜欢的东西

某个场景

某个声音

甚至是只有你能体会的某种感觉。

我想念着的

是那片海

那阵海风

你的声音

还有那些只有我们之间能感受到的…

有人告诉我，每个人都可以为自己铺自己要走的路。

但是，当哪天你走偏了，千万别傻的怪自己没按自己之前铺的路走。

人变，路，则变。

Jan 2011 - 长洲

我的路灯坏了，看不清楚前面的路该怎么走。

你愿意当我的路灯么？

因为只有你知道我要去哪里

只有你知道往那里的路该怎么走

我就是能够那么放心的把我的手交给你

让你牵着我

走我前面那看不清的路。

The chilly weather sounds good, but not when your skin got allergy with rashes on your face, and not to forget, it is not good at all when you caught a cold here.

The running nose and cough are killing me in this weather. *sobs*

HKUST (Hong Kong University of Science and Technology) I can’t help but just fall in love with this breath-taking seaview.

Daddy and I, ‘lecture’ and beer sessions at random spot, Wan Chai.

Forgive my photo as I could not edit my photos here lol. The resized version of the photos may look weird due to the pc resolution here hmm.)

Hong Kong, I am here to seek for myself, the long lost self that I have been looking for…

I am glad that I am given a chance to spend my time here with my family, and my special one. =)

2010′s Xmas is over, now comes the 2011.

Happy 2011 in advance to all of you! <3

Hola everyone =)

I am doing fine recently. Things are getting much better. But things still go ups and downs. =(

Just received a call from my psychotherapist to check my condition, and warned me not to drive. Urghh.

Another called from Swinburne telling me that my lecturer was willing to give me a chance to re-take my quiz. Damn, I thought I’ve filled in the leave application form attached with my medical cert. Oh no, the efficiency disappoint me, indeed.

I feel rather calm these days. Watching 三国 with my sisters makes me feels good, and I am working on my cross stitch as a Xmas gift to someone. =)

9 more days I will be leaving Kuching, seeking for a better relaxation with the people I love.

Not to forget my jimui Doreen, thanks for your companion. I know we always do crazy things together. We just enjoyed foot massage, sauna and bath together. Beer session with my daddy was cool as well.

Another thing is, my memory still sucks and tend to forget things. So I’ll just handle some simple works and tasks at the moment.

‘One thing at a time’ How many person had told me this, and I keep reminding myself too.

Live now, and take the things one by one.

I used to tell my psychiatrist that I am so afraid that I might failed to get through all these shit. He told me that it’s normal at my stage.

But now, I feel that I am on the way to the bright.

Thanks to those to concern.

This is all about life. Don’t you agree?

New precious member in my family – Doudou the bunny <3

Dear friends,

Thank you all for your concern. I really appreciate and feel warm. =)

Thank you all for your understanding. It is definitely a difficult phase for me to go through which I often doubt that If I could make it through one day.

I am now suffering from depression caused by grief from losing my mom, according to my psychiatrist.

It brings me eating disorder that troubles me a lot, a lot, a lot.

It is terrible.

I lost self-control. I feel uncomfortable and get panic attacks sometimes, especially in public places.

I am now banned from driving.

I paused my final semester.

I am now under medication and psychotherapy, living with sodium valproate, alprazolam and escitalopram to avoid myself from doing something strange.

Hence, I sleep most of the time in a day.

I am glad to have my Daddy, sisters and boyfriend who are willing to go through this together with me. I know I should not disappoint them.

I love you all.

Love,

Rach

Yes, I tried. And I really did.

Thanks to those who understand and care. I appreciate it.

I have to believe that I will recover.

I have to believe that one day, things will get balanced and back to normal, and better.

All I need is strength and faith.

我今天有点疲惫。

想一想，10月就快结束了，而11月随之而来，然后12月…

2010年就这样结束了。

我只想说，2010年是我诸多事情，诸多改变，诸多麻烦，诸多问题的一年。

哈哈。

现在做2010的总结还有点早呢。

总之，2011年肯定会更好。

不要否认，因为你非得同意，哈哈！